beauty painted on by a masters paintbrush

back online
finally ... but no high speed yet ... i have to wait til i make some more money ...

my new job is going well (i guess) i work at a starbucks in sandia resort like i said its going well but there are a lot of flaws . . . a helluva lot ... it took me a long time to actually get a job there so im not going to quit anytime soon i had to do an extensive background check and get my gaming license and all kinds of certifications . . .haha and for training we had a crash course the starbucks guy from AZ. was supposed to fly out at 4 and we met him at 3 (when they finally set up the espresso machine) anyway he told us how to make drinks in a mini crash course ... oy! he was intense ... haha recently he came back to test me i had to make him a caramel macchiato thankfully i passed the test. hes coming back to teach us blended drinks etc. im getting better pay then at victorias secret so . . . more the reason to stick to it ... the benefits are great! and after 90 days we can transfer to different departments if we d like to ... im thinking im going to bartend at the rooftop bar .. my supervisor is the bar manager and since she likes me i dont think i ll have a problem getting in. whats another added bonus is my boyfriend works in the hotel too so we get to take lunch together. i still work at relay and im doing good going on 2 years and something months there and im comfortable with my supervisor i can actually talk to her without feeling intimidated im getting my raise on the 24th so im looking forward to that i also have a schedule where im working nights with my friend janna shes a sweetie ...

oh i do have bad news about mr chertoff ... i heard he has pancreatic cancer and he stopped teaching that's horrible ... i feel so bad like i need to do something he was one of my favorite teachers ... got me interested in marine biology etc. now more then ever i feel more motivated to get back to school and get my degree in marine biology ... how awful ... im thinking of sending him flowers and a card soon ...

but let me tell you the good things going on...
-im almost 21!!!
-im moving out in June
-i already saw harry potter 4 (scary shite)
-i got fatal frame III
-i got soul calibur III
-my family is doing good
-im making good money taking me out of the debt slump
-i have learned to let the past go

with that said im gonna jet i have to leave in 6 minutes anyway to go to work ... til 10!! then i go in tmw morning at 6 to the "coffee bar" but im off Tuesday Wednesday from there and Wednesday and Friday from relay ... so sounds good to me

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